Ok guys here is the deal I have forgotten my password. Yeah its sad I know but here is the thing with me and passwords I pick something very random, like completly random it won't be things I like it'll just be the first thing I see so that way no one will crack it. Of course in this case we see that wasn't such a good idea so as much as I really hate to do this I am starting over, getting a new account because I've got about as much chance as hell freezing over to remember my own password the new username is going to be red_threads. I am going to go and start getting my new tabulas up as soon as I am done typing this. I will still probably use this tabulas in the future to type in random entries, why I don't know. Anyway so yeah the new name is red_threads spelled just like that and with the underscore. So yeah it will be up before lunch time. Laters!

Ok I am still playing around with my site colors and right now I don't know what I want! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! This is pissing the hell out of me!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I don't even know what I am pissed off about!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I have a song off the Revolutionary Girl Utena (the anime) stuck in my head along with the painted black song too which I only know the first 2 lines! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR I am so fuckin pissed off! HOLY FUCKIN SHIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GOD DAMMIT!!!!!!!!!!
Sorry if that offened anybody and sorry if I ruined your innocent young mind. I will refrain from saying anything else that could get me into trouble. I know I have been asking this on the tagboards but is it at all possible to change your username without starting a new account? Don't forget to vote in my new poll! Which was better Spidey 1 or 2, please say why you think that too! Laters!

Alright guys the who is sexier Johnny or Orlando poll is now closed, the votes stand at Johnny 2 Orlando 3! Sorry to all you Johnny fans out there (mainly Megan) And here is the new poll! Which Spiderman did you like better? Spidey 1 or Spidey 2. Please say why too. Nothing else to say except please vote! ^ ^

Ok I just woke up and I had this dream that was really scary, I mean like scarier then if it was your first time watching the ring and you were alone in the house and it was night. It was scarier than that. There was this girl who remined me a lot of Samara (spelled?) and she kept trying to kill me. Like I was freaking out cause she was killing off all of my friends and I guess she was chasing us and so Elena and myself (I think Jordan was there too but none of you know her she is from Theatre School) we ran down into like this basement type thing and it was a really big basement and at the end of the room she was lying on the ground (I guess she was dead) and there was blood everywhere! I mean EVERYWHERE! She was lying in a pool of it and there were bloody handprints all over the walls and there was this white christmas tree and all of the branches except for the top one were covered in blood. So of course we ran screaming at it was like no matter where we went she was there. Later on in the dream we were outside in front of my house and I was talking to some of my friends and this girl named Margret (also from TS) was walking and she slipped and fell down into my gutter and disappeared under all of those pumice rocks we have in front of my house. Then the girl appeared (I didn't mention this before but she looked almost identical to Samara except her clothes were all bloody) and said that on Monday somebody would fall off of a cliff then I asked her why she was doing this, too which she replied "because I can again" with that she let one hell of a creepy scream (if you saw Christmas Carol in Adler's class it was like the scream Marley's ghost let out when he first met Scrooge) anyway it is still creeping the hell out of me. The next thing I remember I woke up and it was like 6:45 and I was spazzing out so I turned my light on looked around the room grabbed all of the stuffed animals I could turned my radio (for comfort because the silence was creeping the hell out of me!) and fell back asleep in my next dream she was still trying to kill me like me and my friends were still running from her and my mom didn't seem to believe us. Then I seemed to wake up and I noticed that some of my dolls were about to fall off my bed so I reached for them but something was trying to pull them down off my bed and I heard a voice laughing and realized it was her so I screamed but it was a silent scream (and I didn't intend for that I really wanted scream) so I finally go my dolls and bent down to look under my bed and then I woke up for real. It was about an hour later and I decided to turn the light off because I was tired and wanted to go to sleep and I figured that I just wouldn't dream this time. But this time I believe it was me and Elena or Joemy I can't remember who, but we were trapped in the house with the basement I mentioned earlier and everything we meet was trying to kill us she had turned all of these people against us and we were desperatly trying to find our way out. It was like and alternate universe or something because the house had a garden and sometimes the stairs would be going upside down. It was also like every time we turned the corner she was standing at the end of the hallway. At one point in the dream I went to some mountain side with really big rocks (this part of the dream is kinda funny) and my granddad's voice was talking and there was some really big bowl of twizzler's pull n' peel (they were all peeled) and there was some legend that they would take out a few of your hairs and insert the pull n' peel things in there place (I don't remember what happend then) but then Dan Morey said he wanted to try that and so he did but I don't think they got any of the pull n' peels into his head because when he came back I didn't see any. Then we talked for like 3 seconds and I was transported back to the house with the basement. Then people attempted to kill me again but I finally woke up. It was scary as hell and I am still freaked out! I keep looking over my shoulder and I am afraid to look down and hallways that I turn down even if they are light because in the dream it didn't matter if the hallway was dark or light she was at the end of them. I currently have my stuffed elephant with me and like I said before I am looking over my shoulder's and I am scared to go back to sleep tonight. I know this sounds really childish and I am being a baby but I have never had a dream where everytime I tried going back to sleep the story continued 3 times! Like I have had dreams where when I fall back asleep the story continues but then the next time I go back to sleep I just don't dream anything. You guys do I have a right to be scared or am I just being childish? Is this something like in the Ring where you have to figure out what happened to her in the past because if you remember when I asked why she was trying to kill my friends and myself she replied "because I can, again" did this happen to some other chick? I am just being paranoid. Please tell me if I am losing my mind or I have a right to be scared out of my wits because I am here this is not a joke! I am scared to go anywhere! I seriously think I am about to cry! Just a word of caution don't go anywhere near any cliffs on Monday.

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Alright well this has to be fast I have to leave for Theatre School in 30 min and I haven't had breakfast yet. Well at the end of TS we do a final performance where anyone can come and see us if anybody is interested in coming it is going to be on the 4th of August at the Marriot Center for Dance at 7 pm. My company is Black Box and we are focusing on Japanese stylyes of theatre. It isn't traditional but we are focused around that. If anybody needs anymore info then just leave a comment telling me so and I will get it too you. Nothing else to say except I really need to update Draco Malfoy because it has been like 2 weeks and I have never taken that long to update. I'm afraid they will all be mad at me! Bye!

Ok so this is a song that our band teacher wrote to the tune of Twinkle, Twinkle, Little Star because some people *coughs* drummers!*coughs* coudn't put there music away. The last two verses were written by me and my friend Joemy.

Twinkle, twinkle, little band I left my music on my stand.
Up above the floor so high, I saw my music go bye bye.
Mr. Jackson picked it up and chucked it in his pick up truck.
So put your music in your folder and you'll see it when your older.

To some of the drummers in the band who left their music on the stand.
Now its on the shelf of glass, come and get it after class.
Give me money or clean the room, if not you'll surely meet your doom.

If you don't come pick it up I wish you all the best of luck.
We'll bomb the concert when it comes, it'll all be the fault of the stupid drums!

Beautiful isn't it? Well I have nothing else to say except please vote on my Johnny Orlando poll. FIGHT THE POWER!!!!!!!!!